daniellefloats

i think it takes a lot to realize the good and bad in your life. to prune and nurture the plant that is your existence. i am really sick of being used, whether it be in friendships or relationships or even in my family life. i think i have been taken for granted this past year and i hoped for a change when 2009 started. now im pinned to the corner and being forced to change my every day life, and so help me god, im going to do it right this time. i think i should have realized who was right for me in the begining and has stuck it through all this drama and shit that is my life.

whatever. i dont care. im going to see ace enders, all american rejects, and shiny toy guns tommorow.
HALLER :D

i guess what im going to have to learn is that life doesnt go the way you want it to.
you gain and loose people
the things you deem most significant in your life may start to fade
but its time, its finally time for me to take charge of what i want and who i want.
im done with people making these decisions in MY life.
life, love, happiness - im taking control now
and nobody is going to stop me.

ladies and gentlemen - my name is danielle.
i am strong, and i am full of love.
and i am done playing these games.
i am more grown up than youd ever have guessed.

"if i have the luck of finding love just once, id want it to be you."

i went to an amazing show last night. so heres the rundown.

i got ready, and at 5:30 i got to jades house. jessica arrived and by 6:00 mal picked us up and we went on our way to the magic stick in detroit to see hellogoodbye, nevershoutnever! and ace enders and a million different people.

me and mal debated whether we should wear our coats since we were only wearing tshirts and it was 30ish degree weather. we chose not to. and waited in line for 30 minutes. needless to say, we were freezing. but as soon as we got inside, i was glad i didnt wear my coat. i immediately went into the crowd so i wouldnt be too far in the back when nevershoutnever! started, i got to about 4th row, and by this time i had lost the girls. but this usually happens. they ended up going to higher ground so they could see better. hah. so christopher drew came on and he was amazing, but i felt like i was at a jonas brother concert.
after he was done playing his set, some people left and i moved up more, and then i found out PLAYRADIOPLAY! was going to be playing - which i had no idea because it wasnt on the list. when i found out about the show. so i was fricken stoked. what was sad was, i was singing along but not a lot of people were because they were all there for either nevershoutnever! or hellogoodbye. he did a great job, regardless.
next up was ace enders and a million different people which i truly was the most excited for. and i cant say anything less, but he was brilliant. his music is so original and he is so tallented. ive been a fan since he was in the early november and it was just great to see him live,
hellogoodbye was next but i knew it was going to get intense and i was already dehydrated and tired as it was so i left. i found the girls and i told them if we wanted to meet anyone we should walk around. so i went to go get water and when i was drinking, forrest kline from hellogoodbye passed by me. so i kinda tapped him on the arm and he was the sweetest guy and he was holding my hand and i asked him for a picture, which he "was glad" to take with me. and then i took the picture for the girls with him. we walked around a bit more and we spotted dan from playradioplay! and did the picture thing. he was really shy and reserved. which i could expect from his music. we also spotted the guitarist from ace enders and a million different people and took a picture with him.
so we walked around a bit more, met the bassist from ace enders band and then we were standing around at a table. i noticed and i realised we were standing next to the drummer from ace enders band. so i introduced myself and he was extremely cool. we ended up talking for about 30 minutes. i had him call my friend chris and we talked about music and names and he got us free water. hah. then i told him that i hadnt seen ace so that if he saw him to just point him our way. he told me he would and then 5 minutes later he said he needed to get something. he came back a little bit, WITH ACE. i almost flipped my shit. i was so star struck i didnt know what to say to him.
so the show ended and me and the girls were waiting in line to meet christopher drew and ace enders band was leaving - so i went "HOWIEEE" and he came and he said goodbye to everyone and he hugged me and told me that i had made his night. it made me really happy. we met christopher. he was a complete sweetheart.
afterwards, we went to mcd's and then we got home. it was a great night. ive never been so happy.


me and ace


me and howie

"rain, i'm filled with lust and pain. so take me back to three years, when we all looked the same"

heres how my first day of school went -

i woke up, did my hair, eyebrows, eyeliner - ate some cereal. i then went to my sister, who was leaving to china for 2 years. i said goodbye and stuff. it was really sad. gerard called and picked me up. we picked up austen and then drove to school. that went good. the whole day was exellent. i have great classes, friends in each one, and my teachers are super cool. im so nervous though. i graduate this year, and have no idea what i want to do. ill figure it out though. i have faith. lol. i had work from 4-7 and then i rode my bike home.

anywayyys, im leaving this short. i got to get to bedd.
schools awaitnnn

-danielle

" ...ever so sweet, you make this seem. the way things go... it's not my fault. and i'll miss, i'll miss you so good... all of those nights, we lost our way back home."

i woke up, watched some rob and big and then went to dye my hair purple. its only temporary. i dont like the thought of permanete hair dye because of the fact that it can grow out and i have to keep getting it redone. annnnyways. its really sweet. my mother doesnt like it, but everyone else loves it. joe left back to kettering and jessica then came over, i finished cleaning - she printed off papers for jade. we drove back to jessicas house to check in with her parents and they told us to get pizza. so we drove to jades house and jessica ordered. we got to jades and chilled for 20ish minutes. we all went to jets pizza and got the goods. she then drove me home and i ate pasta with the family. i got my books and stuff ready for school and picked my outfit. now jessicas coming over to see what im wearing. hah.

anywayyys.
schools tomorrow. this summer went by so fast. i cant believe it. but it was amazing. and im going to miss it.

great summer<3
-danielle

"stove burns on my hands, show them to my friends"
 

today wasnt that bad.
my brother and sister were here. we hung around the house - then at about 5:00 the family [except grandma] went to taco loco. we ate there - and then we went to the park and walked around. after that we went to eat ice cream. i had a caramel sunday. we got home and chilled the rest of the night, but it was really fun. it was good family time since my sister is leaving so soon. im going to miss her a lot.
hopefully shes coming to visit - and wont stay there for 2 years nonstop.

anyways. people are coming back tommorow, so it should be a little more active.

-danielle

"i see the light behind your eyes. the whole thing catches me in a moment by surprise"

im going to make this brief

i woke up, mowed the backyard, grilled some ribs, chilled around the house and watched jackass with my sister and dad.

thats it. nothing else.
i promise

hope for something more eventful tommorow :]

-danielle

"if i was young, id flee this town. id bury my dreams underground"